omg!! im relli worried about 2nite! mum has made chilli and i always eat chilli ive used every excuse in the book and i dnt think shes goin to fall for it again help me please! shes now telling me ive got to eat it!! \arrrggg!! much love xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

Hi everyone. 

Has anyone taken advantage of the free 16 ounce iced coffee promotion at Dunkin Donuts today?

...has anyone else spent the morning driving to the six Dunkin Donuts in their immediate radius and combined the free iced coffees into a giant ocean of goodness? (*ahem*)

I'm done with finals and home for the summer. I'm miserable here, but I have no other alternative. I need to start seriously looking for a job but so far all I've seemed to find are dead ends. I'm worried that I really won't be able to find anything...and that this summer is going to suck. I know I need to keep my head up, keeping on sending my resume out, yadda yadda, "you miss 100 percent of the shots you never take" etc. etc. The waiting is what gets me, though. Waiting to hear back from places, praying someone will take a chance on you, crossing your fingers...it's almost worse for me than the actual interviews. I don't know what to do with myself from now until when I find something. Boredom is a pretty good motivator, though.

Is anyone here in the Boston area who would like a friend this summer? (and onward of course) 
I'm so damn lonely...

and now...onto some DELICIOUS NEWS

Current Music: "Can you take me high enough?"

K girls. After my episode last night, with my mom tellin me im fat and then me cuttin myself and weighin 121, im done! No more crap. No more food. I don't care im gettin my period, I still won't eat. Im not eatin until god knows when. So....motivate me? Today will be water and green tea.
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Much love!

Current Location: Queens
Current Mood: blah
Current Music: Gimme More - Britney Spears

 Hi, I'm new here :) I'm on my way back down to where I was before 'recovery'. 
My stats:
Height 5'6"
HW: 130
LW: 87
CW: 120 (yes, I am totally obese)
UGW: 90
GW1: 115

Right now I'm trying to fast but failing miserably... fat fat pig.  At least I have my exercise bike and new treadmill :)

<3 xx

girls i need advice and information...i lost my dad who was paying my tution fees in university, and im in debt with my uni...as im an international student and i pay international fees...when i think of this i get so hungry,or loose apetite, and this has lead me to have EDD...so please if anyone here knows sponsors who can sponsor my education here in UK..or organisations...please let me know

love u all

SweetBeatrice 

Current Mood: determined

  So I hope I'm not one of those annoying N00bz lyke OMG that everyone keeps commenting on, but fuck it.  I'm posting anyway.  For anyone who missed my intro, I'm Kat, 21, college student, been bulimic for a few years now.  The usual, nothing spectacularly interesting.

So I just got a 20 page paper for my American Democracy class back online and my TA makes me want to shoot somebody.  I legitimately spent a ridiculous amount of time on that paper and I thought it was damn good.  Essentially she graded me down because she didn't agree with my views and I am seriously considering e-mailing the professor about it because it was worth 40% of my grade and it pulled it down.  Although considering how biased he was in lectures, I doubt he'd give a rats' ass.

Day 2 of my trip home with my mama and I haven't b/ped since tuesday night.  I've been pretty successful in eating normal size meals and everything, which feels pretty fabulous to be honest.  It's a little easier than usual not to binge because she's on a diet and is pretty adamant about not eating at fast food places (McDicks's = inevitable purge)Let's hope I can keep this up for the next two weeks I'm home.  Although I must admit I'm already planning my binges for when I return for summer school and hate it.

Holy shit now I want Domino's Cheesy Bread. asdfkjnasdjfnas

So, I know it has been FOREVER since I've posted;this is what's going on:
I started a new job, and love it.
AND I LOST THREE POUNDS!
I'm so happy...
For some of you this is huge but I now am:
5'6
CW: 127
GW: 120
GW:115
FGW:100
I've been plateaued forever, so this feels super good.
I hope everyone's been doing well! I can't wait to get home from work and read up on you all!

Current Location: leaving for work
Current Music: TTC-J'ai pas sommiel

gutted, my scales are broken

yaknow everyones talking about ana bracelets, i dont get them
i mean i understand they want to show support but do agree with glamourising it with bracelets?
i see both sides of the argument but i'm swaying towards disagreeing with them, i know this is a 'pro' anorexia group but really i see it as a support group, but the bracelets are definataly 'pro' anorexia right? So that means you are supporting a dangerous illness?

I know alot of what i just said is contradicting, its not my opinion its simply ideas

So what do you think?

Who would've thought that ( some things ) would come up, and ( other things ) would not? Maybe it was all the salt... Oh well. I guess worse things could happen than digesting the healthier part of the binge.

Also. Nosebleed. Hadn't had a purge-induced nosebleed in years.

how r u all doing...with ur diets,exersice and fasting?

so think thin


i love u all

Sweet B

Current Mood: thankful